Alchemy of the Rose.

But my path to this work was anything but simple.

From my earliest memories, I experienced the world very differently than most people. I was born highly intuitive on multiple levels — the strongest being clairvoyant, clairaudient, and claircognizant — navigating a reality that often felt layered with energies and impressions that others around me could not perceive.

For much of my childhood, I felt like I did not belong here and had a sadness I could not shake. Some of my earliest memories include vivid impressions of spaces and beings that did not seem to belong to this time or dimension. As a child, I saw radiant colors surrounding certain people and instinctively learned to read the shapes and shades of those colors to understand who felt safe and who did not.

But being that open came with challenges. I grew up as a wide-open energetic channel with no understanding of spiritual boundaries or protection. For years I struggled to sleep in my room alone due to intense night terrors involving dark entities that felt as though they were draining my life force.

And it only gets stranger.

Around the age of twelve or thirteen, I began waking in the middle of the night with what I can only describe as downloads. One night I filled more than twenty pages in a notebook, frantically writing about humanity's attachment to suffering and the "simple truths" that could free us from it. At the time, I had no idea what I was writing. Years later, I realized many of the ideas mirrored the philosophical principles of Taoism — something I had yet to study.

At first my young ego was frustrated when I realized those writings likely weren't entirely my own. But eventually a deeper question emerged: If I could channel ideas that shaped entire belief systems, could I channel guidance that might help me understand my own suffering?

As a young teenager, I created quiet spaces in my bedroom filled with pillows, stuffed animals, and the soft glow of a pink lava lamp. I would clear my mind and simply write whatever came through. The messages were loving but often vague — speaking about purpose, about a difficult path ahead, and about the reassurance that something greater held me even during my darkest moments.

I carried trauma I didn't yet know how to process, and like many young people I began numbing my experience through substances, relationships, and escapism. At the same time, another part of me remained deeply curious about the spiritual world.

My family is Irish, and my mother is intuitive as well. Our home was filled with books on mysticism, spirituality, and philosophy. I devoured them, searching for answers to why I seemed to see and feel things others could not.

When I was sixteen, I met a shaman in Tennessee who performed my first energy healing session. She told me I was one of the "light ones," here to help usher in a new era — but that my soul was struggling with the density of this world. She told me I would need to learn sovereignty.

The message stayed with me, but I still wasn't ready to face my shadow. My teenage years and early twenties became a mixture of spiritual curiosity and deep self-destruction. I believed, incorrectly, that if I gathered enough knowledge I could solve the pain inside of me. Trauma compounded trauma, and eventually my anxiety became crippling. In my early twenties, I was offered heroin. I accepted it without fear — I was already drowning in emotional pain and believed it might finally silence the suffering.

For the next several years, it did the opposite. Addiction pulled me into environments filled with violence, manipulation, and exploitation. At one point I was trafficked by someone I had trusted as a friend. Looking back now, I understand something I couldn't see then: my life was forcing me to confront the depths of human suffering — not through theory, but through lived experience.

In 2018, my father rescued me from that situation and brought me to rehab. That moment marked the true beginning of my shadow work, awakening, and embodiment practice.

For the first time in my life, I began honestly examining my trauma, my patterns, and the energetic roots beneath them. Through recovery, writing, meditation, somatic practices, and deep self-inquiry, I slowly began rebuilding my life. I became obsessed with healing and connecting to my higher self daily — through mentors and a new emerging energy modality, Marconics quantum energy.

But my path wasn't linear. After three and a half years of sobriety, I experienced a devastating heartbreak that triggered a relapse. During that period I overdosed twice and had a profound near-death experience. In that experience I saw Yeshua holding my hand and pointing to my heart.

The message was immediate and unmistakable: my problem had never been a lack of knowledge. I had spent my entire life trying to analyze my way out of pain while ignoring the wisdom of my heart and the experience of simply being alive.

I survived that night, and committed to meet God not in my head but in my heart and body. Over time I rebuilt my life again. I married, became a mother, and devoted myself to practices that brought me back into my body. Yoga was transformative for me. Learning that trauma is stored in the body — not just the mind — changed everything.

During a yoga practice, I experienced a powerful kundalini awakening, and something became very clear: my deepest insights did not come from studying philosophy. They came from embodiment — from dance, from art, from stillness, from presence.

I began investing in sound healing education and ceremonial facilitation, and my dream of using my extra-sense perceptions to help others through psychic readings and tarot. During these sessions my guides would step in, delivering messages that deeply moved the people receiving them. Clients often described feeling something "switch on" inside them — their nervous systems recognizing a safe witness to their healing.

Eventually I left my corporate career and fully committed to my spiritual work. I was initiated into quantum energy healing attunement and later into Marconics multidimensional energy attunement, and the rose path by my spirit team. This was my final crowning — a true childhood dream.

During my first quantum recalibration session, I experienced a profound vision of my higher self and several ascended beings working on my energetic body — particularly around my heart where I had carried my deepest wounds. They handed me a single rose of "remembrance." From that moment forward, my path became clearer.

Today my work centers on guiding others back into their own inner temple — the heart — through sacred sight, sound, energy work, and embodied spiritual practice.

My mission is not to create dependency on healers or gurus, but to help people reconnect with their own inner guidance — the wisdom already living inside them.

Because the greatest lesson my life has taught me is this: healing does not come from knowledge alone. It comes from returning to the heart, reclaiming our sovereignty, and remembering the love that has always lived within us.

That journey became New Earth Resonance — a vision with the goal of anchoring new healing frequencies on this planet and helping others return to energetic harmony, empowerment, and the intelligence of their own heart.

I look forward to working together and meeting you between the worlds.

I love you,
Bre 🌹

Let's bring you back to the heart. Back to purpose. Back to love — through shadow, through surrender, and into divine remembrance.